Uncomfortable

I don't think you have been uncomfortable until you have to transport a Afghanistan National Army soldier to the entry control point and wait right next to the wire in a spot light with a little to no armored jerryrigged truck with red crosses all over it. Then having the drivers of the other transport vehicle approaching you, local nationals, asking you why you don't have the magazine loaded in your weapon, then talking in Dari about it, looking at the weapon then straight into your eyes smiling.

My thoughts -- It aint fucking loaded but give me a reason and it will be.